i am so fucking happy. baby, thank you.

a picture of me alone. i feel as though that all il ever be. alone.

i havent wrote my thoughts in ages, i guess its becausei have given up on what i really want. i dont feel as though my mind works in my favour, il just be lonely for all eternity.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. well, i know it will never happen. ever! im sorry for putting you through that.

xavier, vineta, mishka your all amazing, the only people who actually made me happy today! thanks so much for everything. you helped me through alot, im glad someone is there for me <33 LY

24.01.12 - Now i finally know how how B**** felt. You like someone with so much passion and they don’t even take a second look at you, they are nothing too you but a person on the side. Thats all i am too everyone, a person on the side. Im nothing and you proved that too me. All i wanted was too be around you because i have liked you forever, but you didn’t care. I told you how i felt, it didn’t faze you. I hinted too you almost everything and you pushed me as far away as you could. Im not saying any of this is your fault. i know i set myself up for disappointment. but you could of just told me from the start that nothing was going too ever going to come of it because im not good enough for you. You could of just said it. Atleast then, I wouldnt be this hurt. I never knew this pain was possible. Thank you Lucas.

It’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you. Everything I do.